Who cares?
Yo ~
Right now I have the feeling that everything is just bad for me.
If I believe in God, I would say he hates me.
How many times I've had that feeling.
But we come to the things I wanted to write prop.
morning is the Decora two meetings and now I've learned that Bambi will not get ~
a hard blow for me.
Because I know not whether Buki will come and finally I just fear Ahbe without people I know want to and because I am not so shy to have fun!
I hate my shyness and I can not bear so many people simply.
Well.
I hope everything will go well!
And if not, then I'm just not with the dena in the Japanese Garden but fuck off me again, if they want there.
Say I simply I do not have time or sow ~
It also has me excited I do not have all the people I meet would meet, but could I have therefore still to be in a bad mood and would therefore nciht elaborate on them.
I hope I'll be able to see all soon!
I plan one probably as well. one night party or something like that, because I suspect that my mother my friends who does not know, is skeptical.
Well, all I can invite nciht, but the most important and which are still rather live near well I can only invite the question of whether to allow my parents that all sleep here xD
is another problem:
I'm fat. Ic h
take more and more though I eat less and less!
This is so illogical, but it happens ...
Do I want to not enter into detail on it.
Hmm ~
I also need new things to bear better Decora able to even if I would be happy for the moment let it all fall.
I would somehow be just normal and I move through the crowd without being stared at.
I want to have a relationship at the moment.
I think this adds to my feeling are normal to want to to.
I will love no one but anyway xD
why I should not care that, in theory, yes, I would like to stay that way as I am.
Which I'm proud of what I'm up on all the things that I need to improve it, but I think it's good now to be different and still live with the comments of others can.
Where I'm at it, I miss my friends very much.
I think if I would see her again I would strengthen my will power a little.
I think the last two weeks Japanese lessons every day 6 hours were just too hard.
The long stay awake and then again early to rise ...
I even survive this phase.
is one point back everything great and I can re rzufrieden be with me and my life! \u0026lt;3
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